FEAR …

Please help me, Father. I am so fearful of rain storms. We have been in some major flooding throughout our marriage. Why do I continue to allow the evil one to do this to me?

Isaiah 43:1 “Don’t fear, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name; you are Mine.” God actually commands us not to fear, or worry. The phrase “fear not” is used at least 80 times in the Bible, most likely because He knows the enemy uses fear to decrease our hope and limit our victories.

Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

UGH …

Why do I have times of such great lack of faith? Today it is very difficult for me to think, wondering why I feel lost on so many levels.

Father in the name of Christ Jesus help me today. Show me what you want me to do. I need a direct phone call, please …

Adventures …

I was fortunate to pick my grandson up from high school the other day. With the power of cell phones, I called him that I was close to the school and if he wanted me to pick him up. He quickly exited the bus and talked to me as he maneuvered through the school parking lot. As I watched him walk to the car moving through cars I thought how grown my first grandchild was!  He proceeded to open the back door of the car and placed his large backpack onto the seat. He promptly told me that he was hungry and that he would direct me to the closest McDonalds. Per his directions turn left then right go straight as we cut through a subdivision. I said to him shouldn’t we have gone that direction, pointing the opposite way. He said no, this is the closest McD’s. I asked how far is this McDonalds, four miles… So as we drove I was asking him how his day was and with a joyful voice, it was good! I asked what did you do. He said we had a test. I asked in what subject. In English, it was on a book we had to read this summer. As we drove I said where is this place? He stated down the road. We finally arrived at the McD’s, and as we were getting ready to order and he went to give me money for our food. I said no save your money, you’re at the age now you need to save for the future. He excitedly told me that he didn’t want any birthday gifts or Xmas presents any longer that he only wanted stocks! I started laughing and said why… he went on saying that Aunt Emmy and uncle Tony have bought him stocks, and he wanted to continue to receive stocks so he would have many the older he got! After we parked and ate our late lunch I asked him to call his grandpa to let him know that I would be late getting home and why. Grandpa was excited that we were together and ask him to take care of Grandma, he replied I will do my best. As I pulled out of the parking lot he said to get in the left lane and turn left at the next BP gas station per his phone directions. The gas station was only second’s down the road from McDonald’s. I made my left turn and up ahead was a traffic light. He started laughing and said that’s the high school! We laughed as we turned in front of the school, we had made a complete circle as we headed to his house.

He is my special buddy. That special someone that has a wonderful personality and sense of humor. That great smile that brings joy to my heart,  a true God’s blessing!

I love him so!!

Listening …

Having had five wonderful children, five beautiful grand children and a good loving husband of forty one + years,  I feel I am being called to add something new to my life.

I was a nurse by trade but due to health I no longer can withstand the long hours.  I loved nursing, it filled a part of my soul that now seems empty. I don’t know if it’s my age,  gender or God that is causing me to search.

But what ever it is I am asking, looking and listening for God to show me what my next calling will be.

God Shows blessings …

Life is so hard… to hear and see all the indifference’s in humans is mind shattering. Today I feel My God Incidence  blog is more of a gripe session then a blog showing my blessings.

After my momentary gripe session above  I went into the kitchen were I am making bread and butter pickles from pickles grown in our garden. As I am taking out my supplies and I see a box on top of the re-fridge. Our son came into town and he brought these iced oatmeal cookies. I was tickled and started thinking about my mom and dad. My parents always bought these iced oatmeal cookies for the kids when they were little. It’s so nice to see  God is showing me my blessings – My God Incidence and great memories continuing through the next generation!